Thursday, February 11, 2010
♥ deleted old posts. starting over again.
i deleted my old posts. once again.
i continuely tell myself that i will blog faithfully, this time i am serious. there is always a sense of calmness i feel when i write. especially when i write about the events that happen in my life.
i like the feeling of having the ability to go back in time by reading the things i write.
one might ask, well why blog online? why would you put your personal life out there for everyone to read?
simple : so that somewhere in the world, someone that feels the exact same way i feel, will know they are not alone.
as i get older, i do feel more comfortable in my skin, but for years i never felt like i fit in. the thought still holds true today, but atleast today i accept this and i don't feel as awkward as i did before. i wish someone was there in my youth to tell me it was okay, to let me know that i wasn't the only one that felt this way.
maybe if i blog what goes on in my life, or share the events that happen to me, people will be able to relate to me and feel like they know me. people don't realize that everyone is relatiable and that we are all connected. we shouldn't shun those who we don't understand, because in reality, when we do this, we disconnect a little from ourselves.
i honestly think that God put us on earth for a reason. and the people we meet in our lives are there for a reason. it may not be something we like or get excited about, but it's a lesson to learn none the less.
i am aware that people may think i'm a "creepster" or that i'm overly friendly at times, but i never met a stranger. why would you be in my life if there wasn't something i was suppose to learn from you? i'm extremely blessed to have the people i have in my life, and i learn so much from them. they make me who i am. how boring would life be if we only chose to be around people like ourselves? i would learn nothing. and that would make me feel like my life is pointless.
well here i am. i'm back. and i would like to say, i have missed you dear blog.
i continuely tell myself that i will blog faithfully, this time i am serious. there is always a sense of calmness i feel when i write. especially when i write about the events that happen in my life.
i like the feeling of having the ability to go back in time by reading the things i write.
one might ask, well why blog online? why would you put your personal life out there for everyone to read?
simple : so that somewhere in the world, someone that feels the exact same way i feel, will know they are not alone.
as i get older, i do feel more comfortable in my skin, but for years i never felt like i fit in. the thought still holds true today, but atleast today i accept this and i don't feel as awkward as i did before. i wish someone was there in my youth to tell me it was okay, to let me know that i wasn't the only one that felt this way.
maybe if i blog what goes on in my life, or share the events that happen to me, people will be able to relate to me and feel like they know me. people don't realize that everyone is relatiable and that we are all connected. we shouldn't shun those who we don't understand, because in reality, when we do this, we disconnect a little from ourselves.
i honestly think that God put us on earth for a reason. and the people we meet in our lives are there for a reason. it may not be something we like or get excited about, but it's a lesson to learn none the less.
i am aware that people may think i'm a "creepster" or that i'm overly friendly at times, but i never met a stranger. why would you be in my life if there wasn't something i was suppose to learn from you? i'm extremely blessed to have the people i have in my life, and i learn so much from them. they make me who i am. how boring would life be if we only chose to be around people like ourselves? i would learn nothing. and that would make me feel like my life is pointless.
well here i am. i'm back. and i would like to say, i have missed you dear blog.
2:30 PM
